Wednesday, October 31, 2007

9:26 PM

today's my big day cause,
it's O LEVEL CHINESE
**shivers in fear.

gulps!!
i sat at the first seat and the fan is just right infront of me!!
ahh-choooo~
freaking cold, and it's raining somemore.
gaags.
and this time, i was basically shivering in cold and not fear!!
cause the paper is easy! hahas.
but will get pulled down by my oral luhs.
think it's gna be lousy bahs. :((

when i was doing paper 1,
i felt like a beggar.
noe why?
cause, im cold, im tired and im hungry!!
my stomach growled like a trillion times.
hahas.
den jiu went to the break.
idiot lahh!! only 5 mins.
hahas. went to pee!!!
hahas.

paper finish den went to lesson.
stay till 630.
from 130 to 630!!!
hahas. o.O
hees, den anna meet me!!
my sis ps me.
grrrr.

den she pei me go bus stop
and went home lorhs!!!
hahas,
thought of many things during exams.
laalaalaas.
im like so dead.

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

9:20 PM

today woke up early again!!
went to eat breakfast with daddy :))
hahas. porridge!!!
i ate the raw fish too.
taste nice.
and it's kinda shocking that i will take those stuffs.
den jiu went to buy oneh-oneh.
hahas.

went to work.
and went home!!
played maple, partied with anna!!
thank you luhhs.
hees.
den jiu log out lorhs.
cause they wna sleep.
hais.
tml's olvl chinese!!!
yikes, i will be shivering like hell D:

Monday, October 29, 2007

11:55 PM

aaaaaah.
it's the first day of holiday and yet i woke up at 7.
=.=
so dad saw me and say,
"so early wake up... come office and help me"
den i was like
"okay lorhhs." since i got nothing to do.
hahas..
so it's 1 hour, $10!!
hahas.
happy happy.
and im slacking like hell.

so bored!!!
den went for lesson straight away!
took dinner on the way but still cannot finish den jiu chiong in le.
im always late for lessons. =.=
lols.
so many ppl today!!!
den after awhile, pei yj walk home.
ate my dinner along the way.
den mum called.
walk till aaron hse den mummy wna bring me home!!
>.<
siann.
so waited.
ended up, daddy brings yj home too.
he says it's too dangerous.
lalalas~

nothing much:)
it's so boring nowadays.
and those thoughts are hunting me like HELL.

Sunday, October 28, 2007

9:17 PM

lalalas.
they are back already.
first thing she said
"dun play already, i want to iron, stop at 9"
i was like "daddy says till ten."
den she says"i need to iron, if not you no need to wear uniform tml"
i hack care.
den she said again " if you dun stop i will tell daddy"
den i was like " tell lah!!"
den she was speechless, dunoo how long liao still haven go complain.
complain la!! see who will win.
den end up, she cannot do anything den she very attitude, and left.
yayy!!
my brother and i win!
hahas. **hi-5
kinda feel like with them ard, i wont quarrel with my bro.
cause we have a common enemy.
hahas, hope after they leave, we can remain in this situation.
not to quarrel!!
hahas.
anyway, level up thrice again today.
den i dun wan play le.
hahas. xp
wonder i still need how long to train. hahas.
cause i so lazy!!!

played neopets.
so funnnnnnnnnnn!!
hahas.
andy and i share acct. hees.
hope i wont forget it luhh,
later must creat new one again
den is really sian 1/2 lerh.hahas.
aargh!! cant view sy's blog.
idiotic com.
even if i have the pass the thing just keep being blocked.
=.=

hehes.
gna sleep again!!!
hahas. kinda tired le.
yayaya, im a pig.
but who cares lahh.
hees.

blablabla.

it seem so right yet feels so wrong.
perhaps it's just jealousy.
aargh, do me a favour?
just fuck off alright?

5:04 PM

so freaking tired!!!
ahhhs.
lols.
woke up at 8 today.
eyes swollen. >.<
grrrrrrrrr.
den went to tuition.
freaking hell!!!!
today got no tuition lorhs,
ahh, my friend forgot to tell me!!!
shermeen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you ahh ~ **shakeheads.
den my daddy u-turn to bring me go out and eat.
felt like such an idiot. =.=

hahas.
den reach home and sleep!!
sleep for 4 hours.
den go out pei my sis go see doc!!!
went so many places to check, all close!!
den finally went bishan de, found one!!!
hees, went all farfar, so near de den we nvr go.
hahas. xp
so stupid right???

den jiu go j8 buy some snacks!!!
bought many stuffs lahh.
now my house is crowded with relatives.
all come without notice de. =.=
hahas.

going to play maple soon le!!!!!!
hees. :D
although i somehow find it boring le.
hahas, cause all i can do now is kill slimes!
hahas.
andy is creating a new neopets acct.
cause we both forget our previous de.
hees.
yay!!! neopets. hahas.
lame =.=

blog later!!!
hees.

Saturday, October 27, 2007

8:18 PM

hehes!!!
im like so tired right now...
doze off while bathing =X
cause i lazy to stand, i just sit down.
hehes.
and somehow, i fell asleep.
hahas.
if my mum didnt bang the door like crazy,
i think i will spend the whole night in there,
with the water flowing...
hahas!
parent went for dinner,
sis attend wedding dinner...
the other went out shopping.
leaving my bro , ahma and i at home!!!
so lonely. X(

you guys must be thinking where's my maid...
got listen to this word called "eat snakes"?
hahas.
slacking lah!!! went out with her boyfriend. =.=
she can even forget abt our dog lahh!!!
she didnt tell me that she didnt bring him down and nvr feed him.
until my ahma told me...
hais, disappointed.
she's so irresponsible, now it's 8+ still haven reach home.
let my dog so hungry, heartpain lahs.
but lucky i feed him le. hees.

grr, im so tired!!!
feel like skipping tuition tml leis.
hehe. im hell bored luhhs.
nothing to do de leis.
played maple, lvl up thrice jiu sian liao.
so now waiting for audition to load.
ohya neopets is funnnnnnn!!!
hehes, im so in love with all these "bo liao" games. hehes.

cause somehow or another,
they keeps my mind occupied from other things.

2:54 PM

aaah.
need to return mr ong my report slip.
all thanks to TAN YANJUN.
aah.
grrrr. notfairnotfair. >.<

im currently BLIND.
cause im not wearing specs nor contacts!
hahas, pardon me for any typo.

okays,
it's heart to heart talk right now.
we get to know so much more things about each other.
and as always, diff ppl have diff mindsets.
when we think it's the best, they might not even think so.
so yeah, why even bother?
ｐｅｏｐle may think that what you already had is a blessing
but you may think otherwise.
cause once someone has something.
it's human nature that we tends to want more.
because, we dont appreciate.

they had complained.
they wailed.
they were hurt.
but at least what they had all been through is worth some memory.
at least you guys could think of the happy times.
yah, you guys used to tease me.
yeah, it was fun, i agree.
but somehow or rather i find it rather demoralising.
because i really didnt know why im such a failure.
when i tried and tried and tried.
yet i still cant get through.
it's like no matter what you do,
your efforts just dont pays off.
and what ever ways you try are
childish, not idealistic and useless.
because they just dont bother to realise
what we've actually done are the best we could do.
because things were so different back then,
i tried to appreciate and get contented by every single thing you did.
cause at least i realised you were trying.
i may get demanding at times.
and that's because the things they get, are the things i always dont get.
and somehow when we share some stuffs, i would tend to wonder.
am i not doing enough? or
am i still too demanding to ask, just just for a little bit more?
yet every suggestions i made were turned down, instantly.
when everything were bottled up inside.
nothing could be heard.
maybe we are all self-centred,
afraid of getting hurt that we chose to remain silent,
than to bring up those questions we had in mind.

im afraid of doing things right now.
and im doing things that could boost my ego.
im trying to find things to do that i really excel in,
just to fill up that gap i have.
and it's so difficult. cause im so afraid.
even afraid to try.

lalalas~
if you are still reading, den thanks.
cause im crapping all the way~
hahas. too bored though.
yj's sleeping right now
and the things we just talked about really triggered my memory.
how i wish i could forget it, but it's so difficult.
everything seems as though it just happened yesterday.

5:25 AM

it' so boring right now.
D:
everyone's sleeping, and yeah,
i really mean everyone.
so im always the one bright awake.
and i emphasise, ALWAYS!
so it's 5.27 in the morning right now.
and it's soooooooooo quiet,
yet im still typing all these trying to keep myself occupied.
i dun wna slp, cause if i were to sleep, i cant wake up.

guess what, im bored till im watching cartoon network!!
im gna sleep for the whole day tml!!!
hahas.
cause i didnt even sleep yesterday!!
hahas, crazy stamina of mine,
hehe.
i can even hear the clock ticking right now.
and their occasional hard breathing.
can you imagine how quiet it is?

sometimes i really feel like slowing down my walking pace.
and just slow down, relax and just look at things.
things that are happening around us that we dont realise.
things that are of our usual pace seemed so hectic right now.
no one seems to just slow down and ask themself
"hey, just what do i want?"
den maybe by that time, they would really think,
"ohya, what do i want?"
everybody seems to be following blindly.
following everything which ppl says it's right.
following everything so that you are a good role model.
overtime, we become a follower.
we dont question the things we do.
we just say,
from young, "mummy says..."
when we are teenagers "my friends like that, den like that lorhs..."
when we are adults " we just follow the society, they do this, we follow suit..."
conclusion :
"we follow, so that we dun get into trouble, since everybody is doing it..."
have you ever really stopped and appreciate
what someone does or rather presence around you?
have you ever wondered and said "thanks ____, for all this blessings you gave?"
did you ever, just go and realise what the people that are closest to you are doing,
just to make your life better.
they may go through weeks , months and years of hardship and determinance
just to let you enjoy that 1 min, sheer bliss of happiness.
have you really appreciated.
or you just say thankyou as a form of being polite
which you are told to do so since young.
or you just happen to just move on,
hack care of the things being done.
taking things for granted and thinking that
that's suppose to be like most ppl.
veryvery little ppl would actually just slow down
and recall, and think and finally,
the thankyou that really comes from the heart.
ppl always takes things for granted
and when they lose it, they will start to think
they will start to think how much they had lost out
and how much more they could do to prevent all these from happening.
but to only know that it's all too late.
what 's done is done and it cannot be undone.
maybe it's really time for us, to be thinking,
what is "important" and "urgent" in life.
what is the "needs" and "wants" in life.
because sometimes, when you just overlook a small little thing,
but in a long run, things will change tremendously.
and sometimes when you take a wrong step,
things wouldnt be the same anymore.
and i really meant it.
so we have to make WISE CHOICES.
and right now, i guess, im not mature enough,
to do such choices, as the consequences can said to be devastating sometimes.
maybe sometimes, we just need a break.

hehes, are you still reading it?
thanks for listening me crap.
hehes, cause im super bored and this things just came into mind.
hehes. i really appreciate it.
THANKYOU.

1:11 AM

hees.
it's the last day of school!!
so should i be happy or not??
hehes.
i wasnt in my class " top 10"
hahas, and im so GLAD!
cause i improved alot!!!
ohya, mr ong says if it's just my sa2 results,
i can get 13 as position!!!
aargh, but it's not bad lah. hahas.

went sy's house.
hehes. played audition with her sis.
hehes... and guess what??
they cheated me to watch GHOST MOVIES!!!
they actually said it was wu jian dao.
den i was kinda doubtful of their words.
**no offence.
hehes, but they say got CHEN GUANXI!!!
aaah~ he so shuai.
so i was tempted out, and i was cheated to watching that show,
INNERSENSE.
=.= sian lah.
after the show, i dun dare to go home >.<

den reach home bathe and chiong all the way to lesson.
we BRISK WALK there. and it's real fast.
hahas.
den went to yj's house.
we walk there!!!
1 HOUR of walking.
today sure will slim down de lahs.
but the prob is, i ate supper. -_-''
so now, im still at her house!!!
hahas. :D
it's so fun. nic's here too.
of course, i ask him here...
hehes. and he is spontaneous!

lalalas~
blog another day then.
kinda lazy to blog lerhs.
hees. =X

Thursday, October 25, 2007

8:18 PM

hees!!!
lalalas~
im super high right now.
lols, cause im drinking wine!
yeah, RED WINE!
it's from the year 1998.

taste superb lahhs :D
hope i wont get any hang over tomorrow morning.
**prays hard.

why do i always look so happy, when im actually not?

8:00 PM

yeah, it happened once again.
it seems like i really cant let go of somethings.
and it's really killing me, tearing me into pieces.
i said to myself, few weeks ago, it's the last.
and after that, i have to move on as per normal.
but it happened once again yesterday.
you knew i cant. you knew it well.

though i long to be in your arms once again,
i knew things wouldnt be the same.
somethings when it's gone,
it'll nvr be back like before.
so im still praying extremely hard,
that i will be able to get over it soon.
i always tell ppl, 拿的起放的下
but it seems like this time round, i cant even follow my own words.
and looking at everything that has changed,
it hurts me even more.

1:27 PM

aargh,
parents didnt allow me to use the com last night.
grr.
so i went to do chinese assessment.
hees, im guai okayys :)

i changed my blogskin already!!
and it's like finally hahas.
happyhappy :D
so boring today... nothing to do de.
hahas,
but 1 thing i hate abt this skin,
i cant put music.
aargh. >.<

okay, now i find myself lucky that i cant make it to sy's house yesterday,
hahas. xp
cause they definitely would scare me with the ghost movie they rented.
but on the other hand,
something bad happen too!
during the dinner,
my dad somehow was like "matchmaking" his friend's son and i. =.=
he was like, he stay very near, you two should go out and watch movies tgt.
and eh, exchange numbers lahs, so that you 2 can keep in contact.
he stay in bishan very near, next time nothing to do, you go his house lah!

wa piang ehhs,
he made the whole atmosphere so awkward lorhs.
even his parents are speechless, and all they did was, "yayaya"
i cant have my dinner peacefully lorhs.
though i admit he is cute lah.
hahas.

his profile, from what i noe,
he is the same age as me,
has the same birthday as my bro, which is 18 march.
tanned skin [super sunshine boy look!]
gentlemanly
very shy!
his name is leonard??
should be lahh. thats all lorhs.

hahas, he's really really cute.
gahhs, im so into cute guys right now. =X
hahas.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

5:58 PM

slept at around 3 yesterday!!
hahas, so tired...
den sleep till around 12 today, hehe.
den jiu bathe and go for lesson!!
hees,
haven eat until 430..
cause wake up late jiu chiong to lesson
den no time for food...
finish around 4+
den go and eat!!! hahas.

ate waffle and sausages.
yummy!!
walk around hub den jiu go home le.
hees.

den nic went to sy's house...
to enhance his blog.
hahas. :D
asked me along...
but got dinner tonight.
shucks!!! things dont come at the right time larhs.
cause, i wna go!!
grr~

anyway, i gtg soon.
hahas.
i wna change blogskin tonight!!
hees.

missya :D

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

11:31 PM

today's extremely boring lahs!!!
ahhhhhhhhh~
that stupid m***y facilitator...
so borinnnnnnnnnng.
yikes!
and guess what,
i ate with my fingers today!!
thanks to sakinah and shahirah
for teaching me lah. hehes.
it taste better after every bite. :)
hees.
den left at 12 for bio spa...
aah, sure and definite flunk!!!
i duno how to draw my graph la...
jialat le lah.

den jiu go home...
ah ben pei me home.
thank you!! :D
hees. den i bathe and blablabla.
ahh.
it's such a happening day today.
i created a maple account!!! hahas.
although i always thought it's lame... =X
**no offence.
so now im still at lvl 1... =.=
dun laugh at me lah.
hahas.
cause when i created the account,
the very next minute, sy called to say she reach already.
so i cant play...
had to open the door for nic and sy.
they had dinner at my place!!
that unwelcomed guest cooked.
so should i say they are lucky? or unlucky?
den nic let my bro play his maple account.
and he is like so happy,
the very next minute, he treat nic as if he knows him for YEARS.
den nicholas created a blog!!!
hees.
definitely under the coaching of sy and i.
hahas.
we fed my dog with bananas!
his FAVOURITE. >.<

den we left house around 9...
going to ton at sy's house.
cause im gna SKIP SCHOOL tomorrow.
hahas, it's been lonnnnnnnnnnnng.
since i skipped school. heh X)
so now im blogging at her house.
hees...

lalalas~
im gna link nicholas, as ORDERED by anna.
hahas, she's gna kill me if she sees this...
hehes.

Monday, October 22, 2007

2:04 PM

hees.
im using the new com now... so shuang lahs...
but i type very very slow. =.=
cause im not use to the keyboard
and i keep having typo's!
yikes.
hate it...

going to learn something new later on..
hehe, so happy.
meeting yj, nic and sy go arcade later!
yeahs.
it's time to destress again...
hehes.

hope i can finish what i wna do
before my passion is gone!
hehes. xp

Sunday, October 21, 2007

10:21 PM

anyone wants a

labrador retriever?

PLEASE LEAVE ME A MSG ASAP!!

&& HELP ME PASS THIS AROUND.

THANK YOU :D

10:00 PM

DONE BY ME ;D

tuition today!!!

after that, i waited for my parents for

30 MINUTES!

UNDER THE SUN!!!

den went to eat BRUNCH.

went home den i go ben's house to do puzzle!

his whole famile talks like him =.=

my whole back aching like crazy!!

hees,

i did alot :D

den went home and eat dinner.

came to noe abt a shocking news,

and i think i have to do something right now.

p.s. dun blame me for being bitchy.

Saturday, October 20, 2007

9:47 PM

went shopping with mummy in orchard!

hees.

actually wna buy that wallet.

but, mummy walk pass isetan--- ESPRIT.

den she was like,

daddy, ask me to buy you clothes to go taiwan yesterday, remember?

den i was like, buy here ahh?

den she just pulled me in.

she did all the choosing.

and all i did was trying.

so i bought everything i tried.

2 pants, 3 long sleeves and 1 jacket.

$400+

yet my mum says it's very cheap.

the cheapest thing i bought, cost $59.90

ahh. so expensive lahh. o.O

den we spend 400+ in 2 hrs.

den have to meet daddy for dinner.

so we left!!

haven buy my wallet. disappointed lah.

>.<

ate with that un welcome guest.

den when we reach home,

he told me.

"im so glad and touched that you are willing to have dinner with me."

FUCK LAH.

can i just say i hate you

and i only go there is because my mum ask me to.

aargh,

notfairnotfair!

my daddy bought my bro a new com.

cause he finished psle!!!

not fair at all.

not at all!!!!!!!!!

den he has all the priorities.

even though i use it first,

den my bro wna use,

my daddy says, let him use.

it's fcuking not fair okay?

not at all!!!

AARGH, im pissed.

Friday, October 19, 2007

9:31 PM

somehow found that uncanny resemblance between them.

went for the cultural trip thingy.

prem was hell scary lahh.

hais, dun wna talk abt him.

hees,
it's so boring there lahh.
on the bus, sy sit with yj
ps me lahh!!! >.<
so nic sit with me. hehes.
den ah boon wna take scandal pic. =.=
bought many tibits up the bus. hehes.
it's so boring lucky nic shared with me his mp3.
hehes.
we took lotsa pictures!
but all cmi de...
so not gna post up. hees.

after that, we went home, bathe den meet again.
hehe.
this time it's me, yj and nic.
cause sy last min cant go.
aahhh~ hehes.
but saw jiayu on the way
so he joined us too. :)

went to play arcade!
wow~ it's been so longgggggg.
hehes.
played daytona,
i heng heng got 1st twice while playing with them.
yj left half way.
hees.
den went sy hse play mahjong!!!
it's the best game ever.
lols,
den jiayu left after a couple of games.
sy's mum took over.
played till 11 plus.
den went home... mummy didnt fetch me.
yikes!!
lucky nic pei me to the busstop
den ah ben pei me home.
hahas.
thank you lahh. :D

it's funfunfun.
hees.
loveeeee arcade!
hehe.
STRESS RELIEVER.

Thursday, October 18, 2007

9:22 PM

today very very boring.

sy skip sch again...

yj come awhile jiu go lerhs.

leave me alone again. >.<

lucky nic come and pei me.

den that idiotic guy from the course

says we are together.

grr.

after that go out with my mum and friend

to eateateat!

den it rained heavily.

took some pictures. hees.

saw dexter there...

hehe.

lalala~

it's boring. :((

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

9:11 PM

ahh.
get back amaths and bio paper.
yet sy an yj both nvr come school!!!
aah, den i have to help them check,
and look for extra marks.

will nvr want them to skip sch tgt.
cause it's hell for me!!!!!!!!!
today pe, verisia hit my hand with a hockey stick.
D:
very pain lahh!
cant bend my thumb...
yikes!!
and for once, i didnt fail any subjects.
hees. XD
happyhappy.
but im happier for my english!
cause i get 73
even though my whole class failed compre.
hees.
im still happy luhh.

help them get extra marks.
is extreme tiring lah.
den jiu go home lorhs.
hees. :D

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

8:33 PM

hees.
went out with yj and sy to amk hub.
hees, had soooooo much funnnn.
hehes.
den yj heard a very devastating news.
and she had to go first,
D:
den sy and i went to walk walk.
den outside was raining.
sy and i decided to play in the rain.
den everyone were in the shelter except for us!!
and we ate waffle.
but end up, we are not sick.
aah.
not fair! >.<
i want to be sick!
hahas. xp.
yj's gna skip sch tml!!!
hahas.

it's super fun.

Monday, October 15, 2007

7:53 PM

Your Score: 2 - the Helper

you chose CX - your Enneagram type is TWO (aka "The Charmer").

"I must help others"

Helpers are warm, concerned, nurturing, and sensitive to other people's needs.

How to Get Along with Me

Tell me that you appreciate me. Be specific.
Share fun times with me.
Take an interest in my problems, though I will probably try to focus on yours.
Let me know that I am important and special to you.
Be gentle if you decide to criticize me.

In Intimate Relationships

Reassure me that I am interesting to you.
Reassure me often that you love me.
Tell me I'm attractive and that you're glad to be seen with me.

What I Like About Being a TWO

being able to relate easily to people and to make friends
knowing what people need and being able to make their lives better
being generous, caring, and warm
being sensitive to and perceptive about others' feelings
being enthusiastic and fun-loving, and having a good sense of humor

What's Hard About Being a TWO

not being able to say no
having low self-esteem
feeling drained from overdoing for others
not doing things I really like to do for myself for fear of being selfish
criticizing myself for not feeling as loving as I think I should
being upset that others don't tune in to me as much as I tume in to them
working so hard to be tactful and considerate that I suppress my real feelings

TWOs as Children Often

are very sensitive to disapproval and criticism
try hard to please their parents by being helpful and understanding
are outwardly compliant
are popular or try to be popular with other children
act coy, precocious, or dramatic in order to get attention
are clowns and jokers (the more extroverted TWOs), or quiet and shy (the more introverted TWOs)

TWOs as Parents

are good listeners, love their children unconditionally, and are warm and encouraging (or suffer guilt if they aren't)
are often playful with their children
wonder: "Am I doing it right?" "Am I giving enough?" "Have I caused irreparable damage?"
can become fiercely protective

the link is

http://www.okcupid.com/tests/6711512663497470889/Quick-Painless-ENNEAGRAM%27

found this test on amanda's blog.

hehes. try it?

6:52 PM

accompanied my mum to orchard.
she bought her stuffs,
and when it's my turn,
she says she's tired, wna go home.
next week den she bring me go.
hahas.

she bring me go bishan to eat.
hehe, to somehow like "赔罪"
hahas.
so full lorhs.
fatfat le lahh. D:

U i really duno who i like.
hais. it's like you like someone,
but duno which one...
and you are so afraid that you would
make a wrong choice
and there's no turning back.

Sunday, October 14, 2007

11:34 PM

reflection of me while waiting for the guys.

okayy, my legs look hell fat lahh!

booya!
me and nic :))
blurblur. but the thing im taking is, popcorn!!

very big lahh.

yeekhang and nic. friends are always there for each other.

the end~

11:15 PM

went tuition!
hees.
den go eat BRUNCH.

reach home jiu accompany my dad watch dvd.
watch for hell long lahh.
den go meet nic and yeekhang.
hahas.
go watch movie!
THE NANNY DIARIES.
qin ai de cant go. D:
hais... so sad lah!!

watch the show at 920 in vivo...
den the show end at around 11 plus.
den we chiong for last mrt...
so fun larhs.
hahas.
den reach amk, no more bus le :((
so yeekhang and nic accompany me home.
hees... we walk home!!!
hahas. so fun lahhs.

hees. den they sit cab home lorhs.
hahas.
reach home around one plus lorhs.
hehes.
funfunfun!

Y enjoyed his presence.
trying to make a decision quick
before anyone gets hurt.
i just need someone right now.
but who do i really want.
or rather, who i really need?
somehow, i find him rather attractive.

Saturday, October 13, 2007

9:46 PM

sleep till 12 something today. XP
hehes.
den so hungry.
had my first meal at ard 3 plus.
went to eat din tai fung.
hahas.
went with my parents. my maid and that unwelcomed guest.
okayy, i noe im very hostile towards him.
but who cares?

den actually mum say wna bring me to orchard.
end up she says she's lazy, wna sleep.
aargh... not fair not fair!
grrr.

den came to noe abt something.
okayy, i noe i've been through this before.
i thought i could handle things well.
but i dont think so now.
cause im afraid to take another step
and only to noe that i had taken the wrong step
only when it's beyond recognition.
im so afraid.
when i thought im on the right path,
you would always say something wrong.
why is this so?
you are making me so 乱!
aargh, what do i really want
and what do i really need is the question now.
i dont want to regret and be hurt once again.
please.

9:21 PM

credits: siying :D

the place we stayed when it rained.

nicenice.

they were discussing where to go,

our foot steps...

pretty!

the bag carrier :D

me and yanjun.

me!

boo! hees. my spastic face again.

nic writing my name... thankyou ^^V

me and nic...

me and nic!

from the bottom. looks nice right? hees.

hahas. i look so weird. =.=

lalalas~

here we go again...

lalala. finally, a more presentable one. hees.

me, siying and yanjun.

and i seriously hope i can get those flabs of fat of my body!

yikes!! they are extremely disgusting.

me and siying. hahas.

i want to sit that!

my dinner :D

i want it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want.

hahas.

being ask by sy to sit like this. hahas.

so dun think so much arhs.

credits: siying.

the end~

还是很在乎你.

Friday, October 12, 2007

11:20 PM

went sentosa today!
woke up at 750...
but cause i was waiting for my dad,
den i was late...
so my dad brought nic, sy and yj and i to harbourfront.
hahas!!

we were the first to reach :D
den waited so lonqq for them...
went with,
ruofan, jinhan, shimin, yanjun, siying,
yuki,yize,aaron,joshua,junchai and nic.
bought many tibits and water...
went there, den it's freaking hot...
den suddenly start to drizzle.
after that nic, sy, yj and i
went to walk along the beach.
hahas,
den the rest went cycling.
so we were separated from them.
=X
hais, we dont mean to...
neither do we want to be a spoilsport.
hahas.
but taking pictures, strolling and dipping our feets in water
is a much more tempting choice to us. =X

den went to wash up and left vivo around three plus four.
ate burger king.
double mushroom swiss!!
i want that new urban tee!!!
aahhh....
den yj went home.
we accompanied her to the busstop.
nic went to buy perfume!
smells so so so nice. ;D
HEES.
den nic was sy and i, 1 day boyfriend.
hahas.

wanted to watch movie
but, vivo was full!!
so went back to amk hub...
watched
BALLS OF FURY
hehe. it's a lame show lah.
although it's funny in some parts.
hahas.
den sy and i went arcade!
hit the machine like nobody's business.
it's a good way to vent your anger though.

den they accompanied me to the busstop.
sy cried. D:
so i gave her tissue and left.

things are really freaky,
cause even the days are the same.
it's too much the same to be coincidental.
and we've been through it.
i noe you will be strong to get past it.
but you must overcome the past to get pass.
and not get pass the past. ;D
i noe you will be able to do well.

will upload pictures.

sometimes i really wonder what do i want.
cause it seems like a dejavu right now.

Thursday, October 11, 2007

11:43 PM

went out with yanjun!!!
:DD
hees.
went to look for knitting lessons
and to help her buy materials for baking cake...
found knitting lessons in amk.
but the place is kinda buang lahs.
aahh...

but i want to learn.
hees.

den buy materials le we go watch movie!
MR WOODCOCK.
hehe, funny lahhs.

den jiu go home lorhs.
actually meeting him de...
but end up nvr ler..
nvm bahs.

funfun day!
hahas. long time since the two of us go out.

有时觉得你傻傻的, 很可爱. ^^V

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

11:59 PM